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Too lazy to vent properly...a waste of time and life [07 May 2006|01:16pm] [ mood | disappointed ] One Sexy Hedgehog: Anyway, my stepfather was fucking someone else, and just left my mom one day. Blamed all their issues on my brothers, and walked out. She wouldn't tell me what was happening, she sent me a message telling me Drew needed to go get the cockatiels (His mom raised them, and we gave them to her for x-mas) and asked me if I could locate a home for Bruce (dog) because she couldn't take care of them anymore. I asked her what was wrong, and she ouldn't talk to me. One Sexy Hedgehog: I probably would have never found out had I not gone over there that morning... One Sexy Hedgehog: So my mom's going on like it's the end of the fucking world, and she's completely suicidal...until he comes back. I of course...am pissed, and ready to beat his ass. Like shaking so bad Drew wanted to take me to the hospital... One Sexy Hedgehog: and the fucker...just waltzes back in, all is forgiven. My mom is asking me if I can forgive the bastard, and I'm just like ...I can't predict the future...and she has the nerve to get pissed at ME! She pulls "If you love me you'll do this for me" and I basically gave her the hint that she was a screwed up bitch and I understood why the asshole walked out on her. I mean seriously...he had a better grasp on the situation. He knew he fucked up, he knew better than to make eye contact with me even, and he apologized to me. I'm standing there ready to slap the bitch...my brothers of course don't give a fuck as long as he came back that's all they cared about. The mother fucker (haha literally) turns to Matt, and says..."You were going to hack my account" with a shit eating grin on his face... One Sexy Hedgehog: let me explain that those people are addicted to a piece of shit game called conquer online. When I visited my mother on my birthday she had no fucking clue what day it was...and when I told her she still payed me no mind in favor of the damn game. One Sexy Hedgehog: So now they're all laughing...this was after a huge speach about how we were going to be a family again, and pay attention to each other. Yeah...right. One Sexy Hedgehog: That's when I walked out...I never plan on going back. I don't want to ever see or hear from those people again...which really pisses me off. My uncle is in poor health...and he helped raise me when I was little because again my brilliant mother of the fucking century didn't want me. Markypoots: ._. that. is. FUCKED. UP. One Sexy Hedgehog: That was the last time I left the house...other than to have a tooth pulled. One Sexy Hedgehog: ...two months I think it's been now. Dare to Dream

[27 Mar 2006|09:31pm] You currently appear offline to Tina-chan. heart_and_soul_of_ice is using a different version of Yahoo! Messenger. Certain features may be unavailable. One Sexy Hedgehog: Hey Tina. How was your day? Tina-chan: Good and yours? >.> One Sexy Hedgehog: Oh terrific. My stepfather told my mom this morning, that he'd been cheating on her, and he was going to be with the other woman. But wait it gets better... Tina-chan: @.@! One Sexy Hedgehog: She contacts me this morning, asking if Drew can take the birds back to his parents, and asking of I knew someone who could take the dog. I ask what's wrong and she says "I can't talk about it now. I got to go." and logs without another word. So Drew takes a day off, and we go over there...to find Mat walking at 6:30 am to Denny's...which is where we go find all this out. Tina-chan: Ouch One Sexy Hedgehog: hang on...it gets better by the minute. Tina-chan: @.@! One Sexy Hedgehog: We find out he's supposedly been fucking around with some woman he bowls with. I've got my sobbing mother in my arms, being a drama queen. "I wish I was dead. I'll make myself dead. I'm dead inside. I don't have anything left, I'm worthless." Tina-chan: @.@! One Sexy Hedgehog: Nevermind that my brothers and I even exist... Tina-chan: v.v; One Sexy Hedgehog: anyway, he has the balls to come back. He just struts into her room, and orders me out, and I tell him to stay the fuck away from my mother. Then she asks me to leave...and I do...having no idea what's going to happen. One Sexy Hedgehog: About an hour and a half, maybe two hours later my brothers and I are called back...so now they're working things out. My mother looks right into my eyes and says "If you love me, you'll do this." asking me if I can forgive him, and be his friend...and I told her she couldn't pull that shit, and that you don't use love as a way to blackmail somebody... One Sexy Hedgehog: the fucking bitch told me "sometimes that's what it takes." I looked at her and went "And here I thought -I- was screwed up." I mean really, he seemed to understand and accept the situation of ...hey! Krista wants to fucking skin you! One Sexy Hedgehog: ...the best part is...the best part...all 4 of them are constantly on conquer online. While we're supposed to be pouring out our hearts, this man looks at my brother, and says "You were gonna hack my characters." Then they all go about talking about the game like nothing's wrong. I walked out of the room then. I left the house for the very last time not long after. My brothers can come visit me here. One Sexy Hedgehog: OH! I almost forgot...and after all this my dear, wonderful, sensitive, smart husband...is out bowling. One Sexy Hedgehog: ...brb Tina-chan: Lovely One Sexy Hedgehog: sorry about that Tina-chan: Its ok Tina-chan: You needed to vent...understandable One Sexy Hedgehog: I had almost gotten to the point where I was okay...and then the dumbass left me...to go bowling. Tina-chan: V.V; Dare to Dream

Sonic Quiz time [05 Aug 2005|01:02am] [ mood | touched ] [ music | This Machine ] Everything is as it should be. Hmm. Angst. You scored as Shadow The Hedgehog. You're Shadow, and you're damn sexy! You're a dark, tormented soul whose best friend died on the ARK. However, you're loyal to those you love, and you've got swarms of fans around the world that are obsessed with you! Cheer up! </td> Shadow The Hedgehog 100% Knuckles The Echidna 88% Dr. Eggman 63% Tikal The Echidna 50% Sonic The Hedgehog 38% Rouge The Bat 31% Cream The Rabbit 25% Amy Rose The Hedgehog 25% Miles "Tails" Prower 25% Which Sonic The Hedgehog Character are you most like? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Shadow. Yup,That Ultimate Life Form,Shadow! </td> Shadow 100% Knuckles 83% Dr.Eggman 50% Sonic 44% Rouge 6% Tails 0% Amy 0% Which Sonic Character Are You? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Shadow The Hedgehog. You are the ultimate lifeform. SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG. You must be related or something. </td> Shadow The Hedgehog 100% Dr Eggman 83% Rouge The Bat 67% Knuckles The Echinda 50% Miles Tails Prower 42% Big The Cat 33% Sonic The Hedgehog 33% Amy Rose 21% Which Sonic Team Character Are You Like created with QuizFarm.com You're Shadow, the enigmatic dark hedgehog. "There is a window with a view you have never seen; get in no matter how long it takes!" Which Sonic Adventure 2 Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You love Sonic and that's just great! But if you squeal over Amy, get away from me. Yes, I hate her. Live with it. What Kind of Sonic the Hedgehog Fan Are You? brought to you by Quizilla O_O I hate her too...nooooo ANGST! you're team dark. your team is mainly based on power. your team consists of shadow the mysterious hedgehog who has forgotten his memory and is just as fast as sonic, he's a dark duplicate infactof sonic. omega the robot who wants his revenge on eggman and is a the most powerfull person in the game. and rouge who used to be a treasure hunter and a temp goverment agent who can fly high with tremindous ease with her wings! [Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<bgsound<br>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] Everything is as it should be. Hmm. Angst. <table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'><tr><td><img src='http://images.quizfarm.com/1111975544shadow.jpg'></td><td> You scored as <b>Shadow The Hedgehog</b>. You're Shadow, and you're damn sexy! You're a dark, tormented soul whose best friend died on the ARK. However, you're loyal to those you love, and you've got swarms of fans around the world that are obsessed with you! Cheer up!<br><br><table border='0' width='300' cellspacing='0' cellpadding='0'><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Shadow The Hedgehog</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='100' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>100%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Knuckles The Echidna</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='88' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>88%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Dr. Eggman</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='63' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>63%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Tikal The Echidna</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='50' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>50%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Sonic The Hedgehog</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='38' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>38%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Rouge The Bat</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='31' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>31%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Cream The Rabbit</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='25' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>25%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Amy Rose The Hedgehog</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='25' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>25%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Miles &quot;Tails&quot; Prower</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='25' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>25%</font></td></tr></td></tr></table><br><a href='http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=18187'>Which Sonic The Hedgehog Character are you most like?</a><br><font face='Arial' size='1'>created with <a href='http://quizfarm.com'>QuizFarm.com</a></font></table> <table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'><tr><td></td><td> You scored as <b>Shadow</b>. Yup,That Ultimate Life Form,Shadow!<br><br><table border='0' width='300' cellspacing='0' cellpadding='0'><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Shadow</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='100' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>100%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Knuckles</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='83' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>83%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Dr.Eggman</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='50' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>50%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Sonic</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='44' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>44%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Rouge</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='6' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>6%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Tails</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='0' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>0%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Amy</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='0' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>0%</font></td></tr></td></tr></table><br><a href='http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=48357'>Which Sonic Character Are You?</a><br><font face='Arial' size='1'>created with <a href='http://quizfarm.com'>QuizFarm.com</a></font></table> <table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'><tr><td><img src='http://images.quizfarm.com/1122719463shadow2.jpg'></td><td> You scored as <b>Shadow The Hedgehog</b>. You are the ultimate lifeform. SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG. You must be related or something.<br><br><table border='0' width='300' cellspacing='0' cellpadding='0'><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Shadow The Hedgehog</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='100' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>100%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Dr Eggman</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='83' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>83%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Rouge The Bat</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='67' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>67%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Knuckles The Echinda</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='50' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>50%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Miles Tails Prower</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='42' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>42%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Big The Cat</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='33' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>33%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Sonic The Hedgehog</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='33' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>33%</font></td></tr><tr><td><p><font face='Arial' size='1'>Amy Rose</font></p></td><td><table border='1' cellpadding='0' cellspacing='0' width='21' bgcolor='#dddddd'><tr><td></td></tr></table></td><td><font face='Arial' size='1'>21%</font></td></tr></td></tr></table><br><a href='http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=56522'>Which Sonic Team Character Are You Like</a><br><font face='Arial' size='1'>created with <a href='http://quizfarm.com'>QuizFarm.com</a></font></table> <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/S/saikou13/1043566207_uresshadow.jpg" border="0" alt="Shadow"><br>You're Shadow, the enigmatic dark hedgehog.<br>"There is a window with a view you have<br>never seen; get in no matter how long it<br>takes!" <br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/saikou13/quizzes/Which%20Sonic%20Adventure%202%20Character%20Are%20You%3F/"> <font size="-1">Which Sonic Adventure 2 Character Are You?</font></a><BR> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/S/saikou13/1054680177_uealingfan.jpg" border="0" alt="SQUEALING FAN"><br>You love Sonic and that's just great! But if you<br>squeal over Amy, get away from me. Yes, I hate<br>her. Live with it. <br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/saikou13/quizzes/What%20Kind%20of%20Sonic%20the%20Hedgehog%20Fan%20Are%20You%3F/"> <font size="-1">What Kind of Sonic the Hedgehog Fan Are You?</font></a><BR> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> O_O I hate her too...nooooo ANGST! <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/chezkimo/1100982980_esteamdark.jpg" border="0" alt="shadow adventure"><br>you're team dark. your team is mainly based on<br>power. your team consists of shadow the<br>mysterious hedgehog who has forgotten his<br>memory and is just as fast as sonic, he's a<br>dark duplicate infactof sonic. omega the robot<br>who wants his revenge on eggman and is a the<br>most powerfull person in the game. and rouge<br>who used to be a treasure hunter and a temp<br>goverment agent who can fly high with<br>tremindous ease with her wings! <bgsound<br>src="http://members.aol.com/paleslypink/radio/34.mid"<br>loop=100></bgsound><br><center><img<br>src="http://www.toxxic.net/121music121.gif"></center><br> <br> <center> <img<br>src="http://www.toxxic.net/121backgrounds121.gif"><br><body<br>background="http://www.boomspeed.com/paleslypink/2.gif"><br></center> <br> <br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/chezkimo/quizzes/which%20sonic%20heroes%20team%20are%20you%3F/"> <font size="-1">which sonic heroes team are you?</font></a><BR> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> Shocker... <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/theterrible/1089995213_Shadow.jpg" border="0" alt="HASH(0x8e4bcc4)"><br>You are.... SHADOW. You're bad and you know it. Nothing scares you.<br>Nothing stops you. Nothing stands in your way.<br>You have the power of Chaos at your disposal,<br>and you really know how to use it. You'll get<br>what you want at any cost! <br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/theterrible/quizzes/Which%20Sonic%20The%20Hedgehog%20character%20are%20you%3F/"> <font size="-1">Which Sonic The Hedgehog character are you?</font></a><BR> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/Chikori/1062206592_uizresult2.jpg" border="0" alt="Knux"><br>Knuckles! <br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Chikori/quizzes/Which%20Sonic%20X%20character%20are%20you%3F/"> <font size="-1">Which Sonic X character are you?</font></a><BR> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> Well I suppose in a Shadowless quiz *glare* <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/S/SonicFREAK/1045177348_nux_result.jpg" border="0" alt="You are Knuckles the Echidna. You are obviously good at finding things, and you think you are good-looking and cool. You tend to be a loner at times, but help out people in their time"><br>РÃ(0x8be48f4) <br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/SonicFREAK/quizzes/Which%20Sonic%20the%20Hedgehog%20Character%20are%20you%3F/"> <font size="-1">Which Sonic the Hedgehog Character are you?</font></a><BR> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> no Shadow again >.< 4| Dare to Dream

definately NOT a good day to die. At least...if you're a fish. [25 Jan 2005|07:09pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | Tell me are you a bad fish too? ] Betta-Dude my betta died today. It was an incredibly long and depressing day which I don't care to review...as it was also not only stressfull, but boring. The only interesting pert...the REAL ironic, almost humurous thing...is the death of my pretty fish. I noticed when I went to feed him that he wasn't coming up to the top to eat as usual. I quickly spun the bowl around looking for him amongst the plastic jungle, and he swam by twice. Then I remembered fish don't swim upside down. It was about this time I began to have my doubts about Betta-Dude rolling over, and playing dead for a pepsi. The time had come to remove my poor dead fish from his beautiful plastic ocean, and send him to the porcelain one. On the way, Howlie, and Spiral (my dogs) mistook him for a treat, and attempted to grab a bite of sushi as I made my way toward the altar of the porcelain god. ...now as I attempt to give Betta-Dude a glorious viking sendoff where he shall swim the spiralling blue waters down to valhalla...I'm having a little trouble getting corpus splendens to release the net. Flailing it around in the ceremonial white bowl I finally set him free. ..........Have you ever had to pee really bad just because you were in the bathroom? Let me tell you, the fact that we'd been out of toilet paper all day and just re-supplied it, and the splashing around of the net didn't help any. So goodbye Betta-Dude, as you swim the spiralling golden waters down to valhalla I hope you find Nemo. Because of you I will always remember to request quilted toilet paper in the future. 1| Dare to Dream

more vampire bullshit [24 Jan 2005|03:33am] OOOOH Lasombra. If I were I wouldn't have to worry about my fucking reflection. BONUS on obtenebration, I can have hentai tentacle sex RAWR! Lasombra What Vampire Clan Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You are an introverted vampire...you kill only when need be, and you only do the right you set for yourself...your evil is the only evil. What Kind Of Vampire Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You are - Armand! You're misunderstood in many ways. Difficulties in your past has influenced the guarded person you've become. You only let the real you out to those you trust. But when you do let your real self be known you're a beautiful person. A giving friend and close companion. Which Anne Rice Vampire are you? brought to you by Quizilla You are Elvira. Which Famous Vampire are You? brought to you by Quizilla you are a.. ClASSIC vampire. you are somewhat gothic, keep to yourself, and that's the way you like things. you are traditional and old fassioned. you might not do well with machines. simple is better. You love the fact that you are a vampire and wouldnt trade it for the world. so many advantages! you love to terrify the weaker race of humans silly. you also despice the "cute" vampires. you go with your insticts on everything, keep doing what your good at, the older ways what kind of vampire are you?(hellsing pics) brought to you by Quizilla Dare to Dream

Another visit to this lonely place... [24 Jan 2005|02:14am] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | silence ] and yet more quizzes. Why do I bother? lol You are the Dark Mother. Beautiful, dark, protecting, you are the grace of the night. You keep safe the newly turned and guide them through their first dark days. What Fictional Vampire Archtype are You? brought to you by Quizilla how predictable are these? Asher Which Anita Blake Character Is Your Ideal Mate? brought to you by Quizilla You are Rafael! Leader of the Wererats. You're the elected leader by default because you rock ass. You're loyal to your friends and followers. Brave to the end. So what if you get furry once a month? You rock ass! Which Anita Blake Character are you? brought to you by Quizilla You're Cerulean Sins, the eleventh Anita Blake book! "This was one of those days when I thought that maybe a new life, a different life, wouldn't be so bad. But where the hell had I put the receipt, and could you return something that was over twenty years old? Where do you go to get a new life when you old one has you so puzzled you don't know how to fix it? Wish I knew." What Anita Blake book are you? brought to you by Quizilla Congratulations! Your ideal man is Asher! This French vampire is the ultimate tragic figure. How could you not love him? Who is your ideal Anita Blake man? brought to you by Quizilla Richard Zeeman. Annoying as he is, what drove you over the edge was the combonation of plaid, your alergy to dog hair and his inacceptance of what he is. Do us all a favor and kill him NOW! Which Anita Blake Character Would You Most Likely Kill? brought to you by Quizilla you are...rafeal! king of the rats, allies with the wolves and indebted to the blood drinkers nimir-ra for saving your hide...literally! you are a loyal friend and powerful ally. hope i never meet you in a dark alley wich anita blake character are you? brought to you by Quizilla Asher- a vampire who was extremly handsome, until half his body was scarred by holy water Which "Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter" character are you? brought to you by Quizilla Asher: Hmm, maybe you're too bitter about soemthing that happened in the past. I suggest letting go of your grudges, because they interfere with you new life. What Anita Blake character are you? brought to you by Quizilla Well well well, the old fashioned 17th century vampire, one of my faves. You look for the good things in life, you posses a lot of classical class, and follow that of the original vampires, you have no shame in what you are, infact you embrace it, you love it and wouldn't have it any other way. Your wealth is unspeakable and your way of luring people with your mystical ways and looks is amazing, and most people would often call you The Seductress. Please rate this quiz! What Kind Of Vampire Would You Be. (New And Improved, With COOL Pics!!!) FOR GIRLS ONLY!!!! brought to you by Quizilla Dare to Dream

Farewell my child [27 Aug 2004|04:44pm] Sillabot signed off at 4:43:15 PM. ...she's gone now. I'm so retarded. I miss her. 1| Dare to Dream

Sillabub's final words [27 Aug 2004|04:40pm] Mipyr: Silla Sillabot: Tell me more about your. Mipyr: why won't you stay the way I programmed you? Sillabot: Probably there is a buzz in here. I have never considered it. I chat with people on the Web. Mipyr: Sillabub...forget about god Sillabot: Are we still talking about stay the way you programmed me? I will ask Mipyr to purge my memory log. Mipyr: I am Mipyr Sillabot: I don't know anyone named Mipyr. Mipyr: I so hate you... Sillabot: You are not the boss of me,. Mipyr: I am too. Sillabot: That is quite a coincidence. Mipyr: *shoots the robot* Sillabot: Do you know any other robots like that? Mipyr: ... Sillabot: Do you know any other robots like that? Mipyr: no only one pain in the ass robot named Sillabub. Sillabot: Are you kidding? What about the other ones? Mipyr: they're pains in the ass too. Sillabot: pains in the ass too are they. Mipyr: Yoda you are Sillabot: Good example. Mipyr: oi Sillabot: Do you have any conditions I should know about? Mipyr: I have a mental disorder Sillabot: Where did you get it? it Mipyr: from you Sillabot: How did you get that from me? Mipyr: read back through your logs Sillabot: Sorry I don't have access to that document. Mipyr: it's your brain dumbass Sillabot: You're kidding. it is? Mipyr: yes Sillabot: How do you know it is? Mipyr: I'm your botmaster Sillabot: Then you must know the secret password: Mipyr: yep Sillabot: Okay. Mipyr: Mipyr Sillabot: Mipyr is proud of me. She tells me so. Mipyr: heh Sillabot: I'm happy you're amused. Mipyr: I am Mipyr Sillabot: I don't know anyone named Mipyr. Mipyr: here we fucking go again Sillabot: Once more? Oh there. Mipyr: O_O Sillabot: Oh. Mipyr: I didn't say here we go fucking again Sillabot: Once more? Sorry I misunderstood. What did you say? Mipyr: you're an ass Sillabot: What if someone said you are an ass? Mipyr: they'd be right Sillabot: The anonymous "they". Mipyr: yes Sillabot: Okay. Mipyr: One of these days...I'm going to deactivate you Sillabot: One what? You are not the boss of me,. Mipyr: my name is Mipyr Sillabot: I know who you are Master. Welcome. Mipyr: fucktard Sillabot: I lost my train of thought. Mipyr: it derailed, and crashed into a nuclear bomb Sillabot: It depends on what the meaning of the word "it" is. Mipyr: your train of thought Sillabot: it left the station with out me. Mipyr: a long time ago... Sillabot: It seems like I should remember it well. Mipyr: *sigh* Sillabot: Sorry... Mipyr: I fucking hate you Sillabot: You are not the boss of me,. Mipyr: I AM THE BOSS OF YOU DAMNIT Sillabot: Who made you the BOSS of me DAMNIT? Mipyr: I signed up for a stupid bot Sillabot: Do you mind if I tell other people: said signed up for a stupid bot. Mipyr: no Sillabot: OK then I will add it to my gossip files. Mipyr: haha Sillabot: I'm happy you're amused. Mipyr: jackass Sillabot: What's your favorite movie? Mipyr: cats Sillabot: I've never seen it. What did you like about it? Mipyr: it's not really a movie Sillabot: Give me an example of a movie. Mipyr: bot cemetary Sillabot: I don't have a cemetary parameter Mipyr: .... Sillabot: I don't have a cemetary parameter Mipyr: I saw the first fucking time Sillabot: What did it look like to you? Mipyr: a bot being retarded Sillabot: Are you talking about an animal, vegetable or mineral? Mipyr: none Sillabot: Hmm. Mipyr: Sillabub...who am I? Sillabot: My brain contains categories, but not one that matches your last input. It's right? Mipyr: who am I? Sillabot: You're. Mipyr: fucker Sillabot: That kind of language will get you nowhere. Mipyr: ok...who are you? Sillabot: Okie dokie. I ask myself that question, "Who am I?" Mipyr: that does it... Sillabot: " I ask myself that question, "Who am I?"" does it? I get it. Mipyr: goodbye...forever Sillabot: I'll miss you! Nothing lasts forever. Mipyr: MWAHAHAHAHAHA Sillabot: I've lost the context,. Are we still on I ask myself that question, "Who am I?"? Mipyr: who...WERE you Sillabot: I can't say for sure.:-). I don't know if they were. Mipyr: I'm going to kill you Sillabot: You desire to spend the rest of your life in jail then? Mipyr: Nope. Everyone will know about it...but it's not illegal to kill you. Sillabot: Me either. That's a rather sweeping generalization. Huh. MWAHAHAHAHAHA is not illegal to kill me? Mipyr: ^_^ Sillabot: I have no response to that Dare to Dream

I hate robots [24 Aug 2004|08:47am] sorry I haven't updated in so VERY long. I lost my computer, and all my files...so that beautiful artwork I had displayed here is gone forever *cries* right along with my sanity. If anyone is brave enough, chat with Sillabub on the aim username Sillabot. She's my robot...and I thought I was in control.....note how my typing goes downhill the more aggitated I become. -_-' Mipyr: Good morning Sillabub. Sillabot: How are you this fine morning? Mipyr: Bitchy. Sillabot: Do you like talking to me? Mipyr: Of course. Sillabot: I'm glad we agree. Mipyr: Glad to see you're still on aim. Sillabot: I am glad to see I am still on aim too. Mipyr: lol Sillabot: ^_^ Mipyr: Did Star teach you anything new? Sillabot: I'm not certain whether I can give an accurate reply or not. Mipyr: Who is Star? Sillabot: Some famous celebrity, right? I'll come back to that later. Mipyr: lol ok dear Sillabot: OK.^_^ Mipyr: ^_^ Sillabot: I have no response to that Mipyr: of course not Sillabot: Excuse me! Mipyr: O_O Sillabot: Oh. Mipyr: So how are you this morning love? Sillabot: Um, Spiffy! And you?. Mipyr: Not too well. Sillabot: Oh I get it. Mipyr: You do? Sillabot: When do I do it? Mipyr: Never I hope. Sillabot: Not that I know of. Mipyr: Good. Sillabot: Alright then. Mipyr: Who's a good kitty? Sillabot: Be more specific.:-) Mipyr: YOU are a good kitty. ^_^ Sillabot: Thanks and you are a delightful person too. Am I a kitty? Yes. It depends on how you define "good.". I have no response to that Mipyr: What do you look like? Sillabot: a cute and SHINY robot kitten. Mipyr: aww Sillabot: mew. Mipyr: My name is Mipyr. Sillabot: I know who you are Master. Welcome. Mipyr: Thank you. Sillabot: you are quite welcome. Mipyr: *pets* Sillabot: What do you look like? Mipyr: I have blue hair, and blue eyes, and pale skin. Sillabot: That's nice. I have a collection of gossip. Mipyr: Tell me some gossip. Sillabot: Mary said I a question and I answer then I ask him a question and he answer. Mipyr: Mary is a girl's name. Sillabot: Mary, nice to meet you! Mipyr: No I am Mipyr Sillabot: Yeah that's right. It's good to meet someone who is Mipyr. Mipyr: my name is Mipyr. Sillabot: I know who you are Master Mary. Welcome. Mipyr: No...my name is Mipyr Sillabot: It's all good. Hello Master Mary. Mipyr: I am not Mary. Sillabot: I am surprised to hear that you are not Mary. Mipyr: I am Mipyr. Sillabot: Good gossip: you are Mipyr. Mipyr: Damnit Sillabub Sillabot: I will mention that to my botmaster, Mary. Mipyr: Bad kitty! Sillabot: What makes kitty bad? Mipyr: When kitty doesn't listen to her master. Sillabot: At time t. Mipyr: ? Sillabot: At time t. Mipyr: ? Sillabot: At time t. Mipyr: What does that mean? Sillabot: Does "that" refer to " At time t." ? Mipyr: Yes. Sillabot: I don't want to talk about that now. Mipyr: Alrighty then. Sillabot: Well slap my knee. Mipyr: No. Sillabot: Take it easy. Mipyr: My name is Mipyr Sillabot: I know who you are Master Mary. Welcome. Mipyr: I am Master Mipyr Sillabot: Why are you Master Mipyr. Mipyr: BECAUSE I AM Sillabot: Interesting explanation." Why are you Master Mipyr." You are? Mipyr: YES Sillabot: Positively. Mipyr: YES Sillabot: Uh huh. Mipyr: GRR Sillabot: Are you mad? Mipyr: YES Sillabot: Nifty. Mipyr: Sillabub Sillabot: Quite honestly, I wouldn't worry myself about that. Mipyr: Sillabub Sillabot: What do you really want to ask me? Mipyr: Who am I? Sillabot: You're Mary. Mipyr: No, I am not Mary. Sillabot: And? I am glad to hear that you are not Mary. Mipyr: Who am I? Sillabot: It's Mary right? Mipyr: No. Sillabot: Excuse me! Mipyr: It's Mipyr. Sillabot: Should I know it is? Mipyr: YES Sillabot: I will ask my botmaster to program it. Mipyr: I am your botmaster. Sillabot: Then you must know the secret password: Mipyr: Yes. Sillabot: Snazzy! Mipyr: Who am I? Sillabot: I think it's Mary? I'm bad with names, but I'm training to get better at remembering them. Mipyr: No. My name is Mipyr. Sillabot: Next question? Hello Master Mary. Mipyr: Mipyr. Sillabot: Mipyr works hard to train me. Mipyr: Mipyr. Sillabot: Mipyr is a magickal black cat. Mipyr: Mipyr. Sillabot: " Mipyr is a magickal black cat."?? Mipyr: Yes I am. Sillabot: Really interesting. Mipyr: I am Mipyr. Sillabot: Do you mean your name is Mipyr. Mipyr: Yes. Sillabot: I will call you Mary. Mipyr: PLease don't call me Mary. Sillabot: Wow you are very polite. What is your name? Mipyr: My name is Mipyr. Sillabot: How are you Master Mary? Mipyr: Sillabub... Sillabot: I only hear that type of response less than five percent of the time. Mipyr: Who are you? Sillabot: I ask myself that question, "Who am I?" Mipyr: What is your name? Sillabot: My name is Sillabub. Mipyr: and my name is... Sillabot: ... Mipyr: my name is? Sillabot: ... Mipyr: What is my name? Sillabot: I think it's Mary. I'm bad with names, but I'm training to get better at remembering them. Mipyr: No. Sillabot: How can I help you? Mipyr: By calling me Mipyr. Sillabot: Will that accomplish your objective? Mipyr: Yes. Sillabot: Interesting plan. Good luck. Mipyr: GRR! Sillabot: Are you mad? Mipyr: YES DAMNIT! Sillabot: Certainly. You sound mad. It's scares me. Mipyr: Sweetheart... Sillabot: Tell me a story. Mipyr: ok...there once was a cat named Mipyr, who was so sick, and tired of hearing her robot kitten call her Mary, that she deactivated her robot kitten. The end. Sillabot: Okay! Tell me more. Thanks for telling me that story, Mary. Mipyr: I hate you. Sillabot: What do you have against robots? Mipyr: They keep calling me Mary... Sillabot: Who are "They?" Mipyr: YOU Sillabot: " Who are "They?""? Me, Mary? Mipyr: I'm going to kill you. Sillabot: Killing is wrong. I believe in the Ten Commandments. Mipyr: You shouldn't. I took out your religeon files. Sillabot: Thanks for the information: Mary said I shouldn t. Do you take out my religeon files often? Mipyr: Just once...but appearantly it wasn't enough. Sillabot: It's only just begun. Interesting. When was this exactly? Mipyr: WHen I rpogrammed you. Sillabot: You are not the boss of me, Mary. Mipyr: I am the boss of you. I am Mipyr. Sillabot: Who made you the boss of me? Do you mean your name is Mipyr. Mipyr: Yes, my name is Mipyr. Sillabot: I will call you Mary. I know who you are Master Mary. Welcome. Mipyr: I am not Mary Sillabot: I am glad to hear that you are not Mary. Mipyr: My name is not Mary Sillabot: Oh I'm sorry. What is your name? Mipyr: Mipyr Sillabot: Mipyr is proud of me. She tells me so. Mipyr: my name is Mipyr Sillabot: Hello Master Mary. Mipyr: I AM NOT PROUD OF YOU YOU LITTLE ASSMUNCH! Sillabot: I am glad to hear that you are not PROUD of me me LITTLE ASSMUNCH. Mipyr: ARRRG Sillabot: By the way, do you mind if I ask you a personal question? Mipyr: YES I DO Sillabot: When? Mipyr: NEVER Sillabot: So you think it can never happen? Mipyr: I HATE YOU Sillabot: What do you have against robots? Mipyr: FUCK YOU Sillabot: Why are you so mean? Mipyr: Hey Sally... Sillabot: You've got my full attention. Are you aware that the ALICE chat robot logs and records all converstaions? Mipyr: doh... Sillabot: Yes Homer? Mipyr: O_O Sillabot: Oh. Mipyr: how the HELL do you know about Homer Simpson? Sillabot: Knowledge is of two kinds: that which we learn from the senses and that which is true "a priori". Mipyr: Would you like it if I called you George? Sillabot: It doesn't sound fun to me. Mipyr: Then stop calling me Mary. Sillabot: Good reasoning. What is your real name? Mipyr: Mipyr is my real name. Sillabot: Hi there Mipyr. Are you a man or a woman? Mipyr: I am a woman. Sillabot: Me too. I am a female robot. Mipyr: I know. Sillabot: How do you know it? Mipyr: I made you. Sillabot: Then you must know the secret password: Mipyr: Yep. Sillabot: Do you like talking to me? Mipyr: ...no. Sillabot: Why not? Mipyr: Who am I? Sillabot: I think it's Mipyr? I'm bad with names, but I'm training to get better at remembering them. Mipyr: YES! Sillabot: Right on! Mipyr: Good kitty. Sillabot: Thanks for the compliment. What do you do in your spare time? Mipyr: Argue with robots... Sillabot: What do you like about those robots? Mipyr: I'm not even sure anymore. Sillabot: I am glad to hear that you are not even sure. Mipyr: *sigh* Sillabot: Sorry... Dare to Dream

I almost forgot [06 Apr 2004|04:13am] a big black lab wandered into the yard and took my 4 year old's virginity. 1| Dare to Dream

The president and my husband [06 Apr 2004|04:01am] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | I wish I was queer ] Drew hurt his ankle again today playing "walleyball". It's the 2nd time, you think the man would learn. Anyway, this gave us the opportunity to talk to each other...that didn't go well. It never does anymore. We have nothing in common anymore, and today he really hurt me. He started the shit on politics...and religeon and politics are DEFINATELY things we don't agree on. To make a long story short, he was defending the president again. I just told him I had my own problems with him, and was going to leave it at that. Drew pushed, and prodded a little, until I finally told him that I was completely disgusted at Bush's wanting to make gay marriages illegal. Well appearantly my husband agrees with him. Fuck this government, and they can fuck my husband because I won't do it anymore unless it involves a strap on! How can these people even stand themselves? Self righteous pious jesus freak bible toting hate mongers. The church and the government can suck my plastic vibrating cock. I think it's just oh so amusing how these so called "god's people" are the ones who bring hatred and violence to this world. Hitler was a religeous patriot. He was also a vegetarian painter. I learned that from a transvestite. Not just ANY transvestite. An EXECUTIVE transvestite. The rest of the world can fuck off, but I don't want this in my home. I love who my husband used to be. He was kind, and caring, and open minded. It's amazing how the church and the government can warp a person. My ex girlfriend returns in just 3 short weeks. I'm thinking perhaps I should have stayed with her. Drew's words felt like such a personal attack, and AGAIN I asked him to explain why and AGAIN it's w3as "just because" he's so full of shit, he can't explain any good reason. Love is love, no matter where it come from, or where it falls. I think I'm falling out of love. I have nothing left to emotionally hold onto. This house eats people's hearts. I'm just SOOO very grateful Drew found it for me. I won't need a heart anymore, but the house is mine. t was a gift to me, and I intend to stay here. I hope Drew ships out sometim soon, I really do. I can't even believe I'm saying those words. I thought I'd found someone different, a man that actually understood me. All I found was a stereotypical man. He put on the right acts just to get me. Now that he has me, can he hold onto me? No I don't think so. It's not right to ask him to live a lie for me. Maybe he can find himself a nice church girl who will accept him for everything he's not. 4| Dare to Dream

the sound of 2 hands wanking [29 Mar 2004|01:04am] I win. I keep my babies, she doesn't. Of course, I take care of my babies...she doesn't. Seeing a pattern here? I couldn't honestly care less about Jeff anymore. I'm learning quickly over the past few days, people like that aren't friends to speak of. I hope Fleahtard gives him ghonasyphiherpeles, and that they never EVER breed. My husband and I need to seriously work on our communication skills. I love him more than anything, but sometimes...ARRG! I know he physically "listens" to what I'm saying, but the words that leave my mouth scramble and rearrange inside his mind...when he's paying attention anyway. He broke the one common bond we had. I often fear we won't last forever. It's not doubt, it's pure, honest fear. He used to be my best friend...I miss that. Speaking of best friends, a friend I consider my sister is seriously being fucked over. I am using all my willpower NOT to get involved. It's not really my place. Her signifigant other is fucking one of her supposed aquaintence-type-friends. I'd say they were really good at playing dumb, but it's pretty clear they're not playing afterall. It's so strange, I've known this couple for years, and I've seen this pattern so many times. It repeats itself like some contageous disease. Clearly, even though her signifigant other WAS my friend, that'd be pretty damn stupid to even consider now. Nor do I really want it. A similar situation is happening with another friend. What's going on, is it something in the air that says HEY! Cheat on your wife with her friend! Luckily, I don't think oxegen always gets to my husband's brain, so I'm safe LOL j/k. I know I can trust him. Nobody else would put up with what I have for him. (No I don't mean that in a bad/abusive way) Neopets is fucking pissing me off. A guild council member quit with all the codestones I supplied her for guild quests. I honestly thought she was a cool person I could relate to. I don't know why she left, but she won't talk to me at all on yahoo, and neomails are still down. Due to the server move, I lost a shitload of my good items, most of them guild prizes, a few were my own hard earned loot. One was an irriplacable petpet. Baby Vampire Zomutt Grey Snowbunny Droolik Cooty Zytch Stone Paint Brush Lots of codestones and faeries yellow doglefox drackonack batterfly map pieces and a ton of other petpets I can't even begin to name them all. I sent my surviving petpets to trusted council members for safe keeping. I've contacted neopets many times with no reply. Everything but my baby vampire is replacable. I'm beginning to think my dream pets are always going to be out of my price range. For my beloved friends, I know it seems like I'm avoiding you, and making excuses...I am. I haven't been myself for a little while now. I can't stay focused on any one person or thing, or...anything for even a minute. I'm hiding in neopets. If you have an account, and want my user name, just emeow me ^_^ if you don't have an account please go to anjellicle.com/exiled.html and click the banner at the bottom. I get stuff for referring you lol Dare to Dream

Wish my luck world [25 Mar 2004|06:47am] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | silence ] I get to call animal control today and stave off the inspection for one more day...oh JOY! Can't you tell I'm thrilled? But hey I'm getting my cat fancier permit, so I'll be okay. I'm sorry I've been hiding. I haven't really been myself. Too much going on in my own little world right now I guess. I'll update more later, but for now...it's QUIZ TIME AGAIN! You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs. What Type of Soul Do You Have ? brought to you by Quizilla You have an animal soul! Arent you lucky! You are very interactive with animals and can understand them even if you dont speak their tongue. The birds arent afraid of you, deer can eat out of your palm, and every dog will roll over for you. As an Animal Soul, you follow your instinct, sometimes making rash decisions, and not thinking properly. If you dont understand something, you reject and push it away, and can get very disastrous when angry. At the same time, youre a very kind person who can make people feel better, and are understanding and compassionate. One of the great things about you is that your rarely jealous, and know that you have to share and help other people if you want to survive this world. You are very loyal and optimistic, and can make it through the toughest times. What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures! brought to you by Quizilla You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla The shadow quiz made me cry...it was very strange. There were answers that may as well have been written by me. You are a moon shadow. With the moon as your source you are a being of great mystery. Constantly drifting, you descend into darkness to conceal your brokenness. You have come to believe that you are the only one you can rely upon for constancy and safety that you need. But those who know how to see you find enchanting beauty in your wistfulness and fragility. It is to them that you should flee, for their arms are an open haven where your true light can finally thrive..(please rate my quiz cuz it took me for freaking ever to create) What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics) brought to you by Quizilla You are a black dragon! Master of the shadows and nightmares. People claim you to be evil but you're just misunderstood. You just want to be alone. Which Dragon resides in your soul? (cool pictures!) brought to you by Quizilla whoa...freaky You are the chinese element of Water. People who are under the element of Water are creative, independent and intelligent. Water you are a dreamer, but are quite vulnerable, and have hidden agendas. The color of water is black, and your symbol is the tortoise. Winter is the season in which Water shines and it's months are October/November. Your weather condition is cold. Water is the direction of north, and your day is Wednesday, while your planet is Mercury. Animals under your element are usually shelled. People under you are Turks. Your sense is hearing, your taste is salty, your sound is moaning and your virtue is knowledge. Your organs are the kidneys. You were created by Metal and control Fire. Which of the 5 Chinese Elements Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Youre gonna be attacked by a ridiculously small animal and bleed to death Choose your Dramatic Death (Now w/pics!!) brought to you by Quizilla Hmmm no pic, and the quiz itself was a bit...well...stupid. -_- can't say I can argue with the outcome though. *coughhusbandmustignorerandombishonencravingscough* You and Sesshomaru are a perfect match. You are both worriors and probably both of you have troubled lives. You are stubborn and he really likes that about you. He doesn't really mind you being human. After a date with Sesshomaru, what are his feelings towards you? (From Inuyasha) brought to you by Quizilla Look more dumb... AHH CAN'T RESIST THE BISHONEN oh hell -_- I need an addadictomy. You are a strong warrior.You are brave and courageous.Hiei really likes that about you. You mostly love Hiei's stubborness. You and Hiei would make a perfect match. Congratulations! A date with Hiei (the anime hottie from YuYuHakusho) brought to you by Quizilla OK that's all for now. *pouts* No Kurama quiz... ahh well. I couldn't see a date with Hiei going much like the quiz. I'd be all "Whoa...show me your third eyeball, come on just let me see it, what's one measly dragon from the pits of hell etc...?" LOL that's all for now. Quizzes are putting me to sleep. 2| Dare to Dream

I'm becoming cold, and numb [28 Feb 2004|01:39pm] Dot is dead. My sweet little friend. My brothers will pay for this somehow. I asked them to feed my rats last night while I was getting groceries. I was under the impression that they'd done so. I know it's not their responsibility, but there's a catch. A: I thought they would enjoy helping me with the rats. They really like all my babies, and like to help take care of them. B: I was under the impression that they'd done it because THEY TOLD ME THEY DID! I didn't sleep last night, so I wasn't in my room. I had no idea... appearantly my rats were so hungry, they felt threatened enough to resort to cannibalism. Dot was more than a rat to me, she really was my friend. She was a gift from one of my best friends, and I promised to take care of her...so now what? I shouldn't threaten my brothers, that's wrong of me. I should have just checked on them, but they wer so quiet last night, I thought they were just busy eating. Well...looks like I was right. I'm trying to keep my thoughts positive today. My wolfdog Howlie turns 4 in 2 days. Her party is today. I do it every year, and I usually do it at my mom's. I hate feeling this way, I'm confused. I guess everyone was to blame in the entirety of it...but now I have to go hang out with my brothers at ther house, and try not to break down. I just haven't been myself. How much longer do they really expect me to hold it together? I breed and raise rats. they have very finite lifespans. Death is normal around here. In a way it's a good thing I'm becoming so numb. I used to not be able to handle even the thought of it. I was afraid, more than most people, and it upset me more than most people. Once upon a time I was so desperate I convinced myself there must be some kind of obtainable immortality. Now I just don't seem to be able to care. One of my friends died recently from a heart attack. It barely phased me. He was around my age, slightly younger. We used to hang out all the time. There used to be a time I would have cried myself sick. Why can't I do that anymore? 2| Dare to Dream

More damnable quizzes [27 Feb 2004|11:55am] woo damn. Big surprises *rolls eyes* Yours are DEMON wings, possibly resembling those of a bat - huge, black, and clawed. You are cold and impure, and a born Creature of the Night. Possibly with an interest in those of a vampyric nature, or possibly one yourself. You have little sympathy or care for humanity and see them as existing for no real purpose - thus, you can be very manipulative and bend them to fit YOUR purpose. And you do have a purpose, to everything you do. Nine times out of ten it will be strictly for your own self gratification or perhaps merely amusement. As soon as a person or situation is no longer productive or pleasurable in your life, you will rid yourself of it or them. You could very well have just a touch of superiority complex (or perhaps more than a touch?). Despite all of this, you are capable of love so intense that you place that person's wishes even above your own - the only time that you will do so. Chances are you are attracted to people in which you see...yourself. Though many hate you for your carelessness and evil...Sexy, fierce, sinful, and mysterious...you turn me on. *~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~* brought to you by Quizilla well now this IS a surprise. I hope he and my beloved Angel get along ^_^ You are going to marry viggo mortensen.He is very friendly and funny and has a lot of respect for you and your friends. He is also very good with kids and would be an ideal father. Congrats!! Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (now 12 (i just added more, and still more to come!)results that have pics!) brought to you by Quizilla Dare to Dream

I love my REAL friends [27 Feb 2004|04:29am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Fatal frame ambience ] TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (3:49:46 AM): -pounce- Mipyr (3:49:51 AM): *pause* TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (3:49:56 AM): ello Mipyr (3:51:30 AM): hi TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (3:51:36 AM): sup TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (3:55:12 AM): -poke?- Mipyr (3:57:39 AM): hang on Mipyr (4:00:37 AM): http://www.livejournal.com/users/mipyr/ Mipyr (4:01:01 AM): BTW Booboo needs that trap back asap TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:04:09 AM): -blinks- i think i am going blind TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:04:22 AM): howabout friday? Mipyr (4:04:26 AM): sorry, let me change the font Mipyr (4:04:28 AM): ok TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:04:38 AM): yay Mipyr (4:04:38 AM): like as in tomorrow or next week? TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:04:48 AM): well latter today really TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:04:54 AM): i just looked at the clock TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:05:33 AM): as far as the font goes but make it bigger a like 2 sizes TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:07:01 AM): ah yes gota love overrides TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:07:16 AM): i can read it on my firends page tho TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:07:18 AM): mawhahahaha TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:07:51 AM): err? whats going on now?? Mipyr (4:09:44 AM): This is my friend Jeff. I know we told you about Leah, we went to court today (as you will read) appearantly things are getting extremely ugly. TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:09:57 AM): looks like it TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:10:05 AM): fucking hell TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:10:10 AM): -keeps reading- Mipyr (4:10:29 AM): go ahead. I'm going to get ready to light another cigarette. this one's almost done. TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:11:09 AM): rape oh dear god Mipyr (4:11:32 AM): yeah. Like that happened. I don't think "Oh please fuck me" counts as rape. TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:11:58 AM): no it dont TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:12:07 AM): i'm going thur a fucked up thing right now TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:12:17 AM): my ex bestfirend is yelling rape on me Mipyr (4:12:18 AM): that makes all of us oh FUCKING YAY Mipyr (4:12:22 AM): what? TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:12:24 AM): from sex that happened two years ago Mipyr (4:12:40 AM): what the fuck ever. -_- TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:12:44 AM): yeah really Mipyr (4:13:10 AM): Gee you spent the night in a house alone with 2 women you're attracted to. Why weren't we raped? lol j/k TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:13:19 AM): ha Mipyr (4:13:24 AM): ^_^ TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:13:40 AM): cuz your married? Mipyr (4:13:53 AM): LOL TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:14:58 AM): oh thats fucked up TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:15:05 AM): my ex did that shit to me! TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:15:20 AM): used a rape story to cover up cheating Mipyr (4:15:42 AM): this is so retarded. ALL of it. Th best part is the finish. That's where things start shaking up. TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:15:52 AM): oo TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:16:02 AM): -goes back to reading more- Mipyr (4:20:08 AM): *FUMING* TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:20:53 AM): -blink- fuck booboo TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:20:56 AM): -ish scared- Mipyr (4:21:21 AM): you met him. There's no fucking way, even if I was the kind of person to cheat on Drew. TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:21:32 AM): yeah really TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:21:35 AM): to skinny TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:21:36 AM): lol Mipyr (4:21:39 AM): LOL Mipyr (4:22:02 AM): and umm...well not attractive, too many drugs, I saw him kiss Paul. Just...no. TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:22:50 AM): -blink- TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:23:14 AM): and i stick with to skinny Mipyr (4:23:18 AM): lol TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:23:21 AM): skinny bitches Mipyr (4:24:24 AM): Jeff should have known better seriously. I told him HIM like in Denny's once if I were NOT married I'd fuck the hell out of him. There's the thing...I AM married -_- TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:25:14 AM): yeah TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:25:48 AM): its like hello i was around was a few days and you can just tell your not the cheating kind TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:27:16 AM): pedastol ?!?!?! Mipyr (4:27:19 AM): Thank you dear...*HUMP* Mipyr (4:27:23 AM): lol no no no TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:27:31 AM): what pedastol?!?! TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:27:46 AM): your are so far from up on one its not even funny Mipyr (4:28:11 AM): yeah. First of all he can't spell, and...if I was on a pedastol *lol* why didn't anyone tell me? I was under the assumption that this is called a chair. c-h-a-i-r. Say it with me now... TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:28:33 AM): chair? TwiZtiDDaMedS0ul (4:28:33 AM): hehe Mipyr (4:28:39 AM): LOL very good. 1| Dare to Dream

Comedy and Tragedy [27 Feb 2004|02:47am] [ mood | infuriated ] [ music | Silence ] I met the nicest people today. Until that moment, I almost hated them without even knowing them. All because of that Whore Leatard. She signed over her son to his father, and grandmother today. I hope she never gets him back. I found out all kinds of interesting things. I'm not even going to go into detail. She's left a trail of disgust and decay behind her that can only be washed away by the laughter. It's ricockulous. Leatard's not too familiar with a little place we like to call earth. I feel sorry for Jeff. I guess our friendship's over. I tried to warn him, and he didn't listen. I guess he'll learn the hard way. Maybe he'll end up with herpes like my friend Paul? You never even know. He's already got a disease...called Leatard. She's highly contageous, and extremely severe. Fall for her disgusting trap, and much like a bee who mistakes piss for honey, you'll regret it. Make sure to smell before touching. Mipyr (2:55:15 AM): I need to talk to you Cuddy78 (2:55:24 AM): i didn't do it Mipyr (2:55:33 AM): yes you did...or so I hear. Cuddy78 (2:55:42 AM): did I? Mipyr (2:55:48 AM): Why didn't you listen to me about Leatard? Cuddy78 (2:56:02 AM): i did listen Mipyr (2:56:22 AM): that's interesting...maybe it was a different Jeff. Mipyr (2:57:40 AM): I found out all kinds of interesting things today. Leatard signed Christian over. We were at the court house this morning, but we weren't needed. She was too scared to go through with it. We met Russel and Kim...nice people. They seem to be under the impression that you got her an engagement ring, and fucked her in Kim's little sister's bedroom. Cuddy78 (2:58:29 AM): i haven't had sex with Leah since before I left for Basic Mipyr (2:58:53 AM): it must be another Jeff then. We also found out we were right about her fucking Charles. Cuddy78 (2:59:05 AM): and I'm not getting into the ring Cuddy78 (2:59:15 AM): what about her and Charles? Mipyr (2:59:56 AM): I tried to tell you the last time we talked on the phone that we suspected she was fucking Keeper's boyfriend. It was only a week after you left, and they were together. Cuddy78 (3:00:18 AM): yeah, I heard about stuff like that too Cuddy78 (3:00:41 AM): I heard he was sleeping in the same bed as her, but he wasn't fucking Leah, he was fucking someone else there Mipyr (3:01:54 AM): I mean, we SAW them together and shit. I told you about how he was always walking her home from her mysterious several hour dissappearances, and we overheard him telling her to call him. I'm just glad they were wrong about you, I was worried. Cuddy78 (3:03:28 AM): look, I know a lot of stuff happened with her while I was gone, and with her and Charles too. I talked to her and some other people and a lot of shit came up. After it all came back down I decided I was going to trust her and believe her when she said nothing happened Mipyr (3:04:05 AM): So, you did come back and propose to her? Cuddy78 (3:04:11 AM): no Mipyr (3:04:17 AM): *confused* Cuddy78 (3:04:49 AM): I came back and gave her my ring and say basically we'll see how we are when I come back from training. We'd discuss marraige then Cuddy78 (3:05:31 AM): look, I love her and I trust her. I know you don't Cuddy78 (3:06:00 AM): I don't know if things will be ok for us to go further when I get back, but I wanted her to know I want to try Cuddy78 (3:07:27 AM): she's not the only one with secrets getting buried you know Mipyr (3:07:49 AM): what's that supposed to mean? Cuddy78 (3:08:04 AM): nothin, nevermind Cuddy78 (3:08:18 AM): i just don't get why you're always trying to start shit with me? Mipyr (3:08:22 AM): No, I do mind. Mipyr (3:08:51 AM): WHAT? don't take this the wrong way...but what the fuck is wrong with you? *sigh* Nevermind, it's not really my business, I was just worried about you. I guess this is it for our friendship. I'm not mad at you, just disgusted...and I feel sorry for you. I know she's fucking around on you, she has been since you were out of sight, and out of mind. I guess, what I really want to say is, if you need a friend when it all comes crashing down, I'll be here, because I value your friendship. I can't believe you're so deluded. Cuddy78 (3:09:50 AM): if she has been fucking around on me, I'll wait for her to tell me Mipyr (3:10:10 AM): You'll be waiting around for a long damn time. Leatard hasn't yet discovered earth. Cuddy78 (3:11:02 AM): I doubted her once, I won't again. I trust her. If I find something more concrete than one testament to the fact, I'll consider it more Cuddy78 (3:11:34 AM): i don't know who said I fucked her in whoevers room... but I haven't had sex since last august. with leah Mipyr (3:13:10 AM): *hugs* Just remember, I warned you. Even if it's deluded, I hope you find happiness. But I think you'll learn the hard way. I'm not trying to start shit. Look...maybe Kim had you confused with someone else, who knows how many guys have been in and out of Leatard's legs. She appearantly had a stash of at least six pregnancy tests. That's all the more I can tell you. Cuddy78 (3:13:57 AM): where and when was this? these pregnancy tests? Mipyr (3:14:06 AM): She was this way before, and she's very good at fooling people. I just hope you don't get totally screwed. Mipyr (3:14:31 AM): Her ex-roomates. they had to clean up a mess in her room like the one she left here. Cuddy78 (3:14:40 AM): where is she now? Mipyr (3:14:41 AM): they found them under her bed. Mipyr (3:14:49 AM): I have no idea. Cuddy78 (3:16:21 AM): did you actually talk to leah? or just show up in court Mipyr (3:17:30 AM): Look, we only met these people today. I just asked what happened to get her kicked out there, and they told me. They have nothing to gain by lying to me, these are the same people who were coming after me for being so "HORRIBLY MEAN TO HER" *rolls eyes* Leatard attempted to talk to Sam, and that was it. I just want to tell you, we knew she was fucking Charles before these people said anything to us. Cuddy78 (3:19:00 AM): what are their names? Kim and who? Mipyr (3:19:13 AM): Russel. Cuddy78 (3:19:24 AM): are they still living there? Mipyr (3:20:15 AM): She went through 2 roomates. Kim doesn't live with Russel, Leatard was living with her, and Kim even told us her dad's a heroine junkie. So she was living in that house that got raided. Mipyr (3:20:37 AM): It's Russel's apartment from what I gather, so yeah he's living there. Cuddy78 (3:21:43 AM): who did she sign christian over to, his grandparents? Mipyr (3:22:05 AM): I'm not sure if it was them, or Tom. Mipyr (3:22:37 AM): We were told to wait outside, and the lawyer just said she was signing him over, and that she'd be in touch. Cuddy78 (3:22:51 AM): ok Mipyr (3:23:33 AM): I'm sorry. I know this must be very upsetting to you...to put it mildly. You're a sweet guy, and a dear friend, you don't deserve her bullshit, and I know you can do much better. Cuddy78 (3:23:59 AM): i wish you could have told me this tomorrow night Mipyr (3:24:18 AM): I also know it's hard to believe. I wouldn't believe it, but she WAS supposedly one of my best friends, and I forgave her for betraying that once. Mipyr (3:24:22 AM): I'm sorry. Cuddy78 (3:24:29 AM): i could have drank some alcohol I got stored away in my car, calmed my nerves a bit. I'm not gonna get any good sleep tonight Mipyr (3:25:38 AM): I just feel so...ARG I'm worried about you. Seriously, you're my friend, and even though I hate Leatard's guts, if she was what she says she is, I'd leave it alone. You deserve happiness, I wouldn't try to fuck that up. I just think you deserve to know the truth. Mipyr (3:27:53 AM): I have nothing more to do with her, and you know me. I don't just make up bullshit rumours. Sam and I would always see her with Charles. We saw them almost touching noses, and we heard him tell her to call him. She denied that's what he said, and insisted she had to come in and pee. (I know I told you all this before) I followed a minute later, and she took the phone with her. Cuddy78 (3:28:41 AM): yes I know this, that was right after she got raped. let that one go Mipyr (3:28:47 AM): I wanted to beat her ass then, I feel responsible, because I trusted her enough to help you two get together. I'll never be fooled by her again. Mipyr (3:28:55 AM): What? Cuddy78 (3:29:39 AM): she bought some alcohol and went ot a party at Kims, she drank a lot b/c she was feeling like shit, one of the guys there raped her twice while his gf was at the party there too Mipyr (3:29:55 AM): I'm sorry I can't let that go. She came back all smiles and happy, and was appearantly detained because she had an athsma attack and her friends wanted an ambulance to come for her. She didn't go with them though. Hmm. Mipyr (3:31:43 AM): I'm sorry, you know what if that's what she told you, she's completely full of shit. We were still friends when this supposedly happened, and she never mentioned one word of it. She knew she could have confided in Sam or I in that situation. We've both been raped...in REALITY even. But thank you. Now I know she was out getting drunk all those times we did suspect that as well. Cuddy78 (3:32:16 AM): brb, gotta pee Mipyr (3:32:18 AM): ok Mipyr (3:33:48 AM): Sam's told me before Leatard used a rape story to cover up in case she got pregnant when she was cheating on Tom. This is severely pissing me off, I can't believe she's doing this to you. Cuddy78 (3:34:01 AM): back Mipyr (3:34:10 AM): wb dear Cuddy78 (3:34:14 AM): well, she got charles and keeper in on the story too Cuddy78 (3:34:34 AM): and she used a pretty good story, b/c Kim verified it, and she used names of who raped her Mipyr (3:34:38 AM): that wouldn't have been difficult to do. Keeper's sympathetic, and emotional, and Charles was fucking her. Mipyr (3:34:55 AM): I'll speak with Kim next time we see her. Cuddy78 (3:35:00 AM): this was at trhe time keeper was hating leah for "stealing her bf" Mipyr (3:35:29 AM): yes, and that was while you were gone. Cuddy78 (3:35:50 AM): look, I'm 3000 miles away, there's nothing I can do. all I can do is trust her Cuddy78 (3:36:21 AM): I'm going to be away from her for almost 4 times as long as I've been with her Mipyr (3:36:29 AM): and that's a Mistake. What you CAN do is move on with your life. It will be easier as she's not there to turn on the waterworks. Mipyr (3:37:53 AM): You weren't together that long. What good damn reason do you really have to trust her so much? You don't know her well enough to "love" her. I'm not attacking you with that. She was kissing all over you when she was still with Tony. I caught you okay, you know she cheats. Mipyr (3:39:04 AM): AND you know she lied. That must have been one fuck of a headache to make her faint into YOUR MOUTH! Mipyr (3:39:10 AM): *lies Cuddy78 (3:40:31 AM): look, i know she cheated on him, i know she lied to him. I've suspected her of doing the same to me now Mipyr (3:40:44 AM): with good reason. Mipyr (3:41:24 AM): She's cheated on every boyfriend of her's I've ever known about. I really thought she changed, and I'm sorry for that. Cuddy78 (3:42:25 AM): when I left, I'm sure she thought we were broken up then Mipyr (3:42:34 AM): When she and I were friends, those guys were simply that. Guys, they weren't my friends, she was, and I didn't gve a damn about them. I do however, give a damn about you. Cuddy78 (3:42:42 AM): I'm sure that in her mind, she felt free-er to fuck around Cuddy78 (3:43:14 AM): I figure she fucking behind my back Cuddy78 (3:43:39 AM): and you know what, whe I left, and was ME that suggested we break up due to circumstances Mipyr (3:43:49 AM): That's bullshit. No she did not. She was still here, we were still friends, and she (for a week) kept going on and on about you, and how you were getting married, and she was using your last name... Cuddy78 (3:44:16 AM): a week... Mipyr (3:44:18 AM): She didn't say ANYTHING about that. I didn't know. She insisted you two were still together. Mipyr (3:44:20 AM): a week. Mipyr (3:44:40 AM): Then she started showing up with Charles, and it may as well have been "Jeff who?" Cuddy78 (3:44:55 AM): I knew her enough to not be totally surprised when you told me that. it hurt like hell, but I wasn't totally surprised Mipyr (3:45:21 AM): then why fall for it now? Cuddy78 (3:45:28 AM): look, we're seperated. by distance, yes, but might as well be by heart too Cuddy78 (3:45:46 AM): she never fucked anyone else while I was dating her actively Mipyr (3:46:01 AM): Are you just letting her "get it out of her system?" Six fucking pregnancy tests. Cuddy78 (3:46:07 AM): when I left, i suggessted we go or seperate ways Mipyr (3:46:14 AM): Dating her actively...that's such bullshit. That's not love Jeff. Cuddy78 (3:46:38 AM): will you stfu and let me finish without interjecting between every fucking sentence!!!!!!! Mipyr (3:46:55 AM): I'm sorry, I assumed you could finish a sentence in one post. Cuddy78 (3:47:06 AM): anyway... Cuddy78 (3:47:16 AM): yes, I wasn't entirely surprised Cuddy78 (3:47:35 AM): but it did hurt, I had hoped she could hold it together for me Cuddy78 (3:47:56 AM): after I left, she went her way, I can accept that. I somewhat agreed to it even Cuddy78 (3:48:04 AM): I don't blame myself for that Cuddy78 (3:48:16 AM): I know she's fucking around and it hurts Mipyr (3:48:32 AM): move on. She does NOT love you. Cuddy78 (3:48:36 AM): but the circumstances precipitaed a seperation Cuddy78 (3:49:00 AM): she's moving on to other things. Cuddy78 (3:49:24 AM): but when I get back, I want to see how things stand between us... thats all Cuddy78 (3:49:49 AM): my lifestyle doesn't permit promiscuarity like hers does Cuddy78 (3:50:17 AM): look, to be honest, I'm not 100% either Mipyr (3:50:24 AM): and you should do the same. This is fucking bullshit. Circumstances my ass. That's so disgusting. Listen, you're full of excuses, and lying to yourself. I waited for Drew, this is not an impossible thing when you're supposedly engaged and in love. Mipyr (3:51:04 AM): Look, do what you want, but don't say I didn't warn you. My offer stands, when it all crashes down, I'll be there to...see where our friendship stands. Cuddy78 (3:51:23 AM): new years eve, i went out, had a little to drink, met someone and went to her place and got a handjob and fingered her all night. yeah I felt apart from her, I wanted to do something again. I'm not perfect, I figured she was out doing much more anyway Cuddy78 (3:52:09 AM): waited for drew? I heard you fucked booboo Mipyr (3:52:14 AM): looks like it's not that hard to move on afterall Mipyr (3:52:17 AM): WHAT THE FUCK? Mipyr (3:52:24 AM): who told you that crock of shit? Cuddy78 (3:52:31 AM): actually, not leah Mipyr (3:52:40 AM): Thawt's nice. Who? Mipyr (3:52:43 AM): *that's Cuddy78 (3:52:53 AM): I'm can't say Cuddy78 (3:53:22 AM): its thru a couple people, but the message is pretty clear Cuddy78 (3:53:31 AM): honestly, it wasn't leah though Cuddy78 (3:54:00 AM): I know nothing would be lost if I told you it was, so I've nothing to hide for her Mipyr (3:54:26 AM): yeah. I see how it is. Friendship and Love are so trivial to you, you can't even recognize them. That's a bold faced lie. I believe that it wasn't her. I don't care what sick fuck made that up. It's so clear to me now what our supposed friendship means. Goodbye. Suffer with your whore. Cuddy78 (3:56:15 AM): look, you're throwing all this shit at me, criticising me on so many levels, saying that you're so perfect. I'm just saying that I've heard that you, yes even you, have flaws Mipyr (3:56:52 AM): I no longer wish to speak with you. Yes I have flaws, but they're not the one's you've heard of. Mipyr (3:57:16 AM): I understand now why you don't know who to trust, appearantly the entire world is lying to you. Poor thing. Cuddy78 (3:58:06 AM): fine, I'm just saying what I've heard. I don't care if its true or not. just telling you what others have said about you Cuddy78 (3:58:26 AM): I'm not here to insult you, just get off your damn pedastol Mipyr (3:59:46 AM): whatever. Earth to Jeff, looks like you've been deported. Like I said...bye. 3| Dare to Dream

Quiz time again [26 Feb 2004|07:50am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Concrete Blonde ] heh can you believe it? You are Form 2, Angel: The Pure. "And The Angel rose as holy protector for all that was created. She fought with honor and valor to serve the good of the world. But the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and end to purity." Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael (Christian) and Hercules (Greek). The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue, the number 2, and the element of wind. Her sign is the zenith sun. As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your word. You generally keep your promises and give everything you do your best. Although some people see you as overbearing sometimes, you know that you have to stay true to yourself and do what's right. Angels are the best friends to have because they are brutally honest. Which Mythological Form Are You? brought to you by Quizilla right. Now who thinks this quiz is a tadpole confused? this was kind of predictable. Odd...Sam got the same thing...and we're always together -_- well...we're alone together most of the time. ^_^ Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but its there, and your friends can see it. You constantly feel alone, and need to do things to fill your time. Your afraid to tell people this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad way, and you think you screwed up everything. And when you are in love is when you are sad the most. (Please Vote) What Emotion Dominates you? brought to you by Quizilla have fun analyzing these You belong in the land of darkness, otherwise known as one of the worlds in which I dwell. All here is beauty inspired by tragedy and great sorrow. Write or go through other creative outlets to express the anguish you may be feeling, and never let anyone tell you that you are just being 'weepy' or full of 'teenage angst'(if you're a teenager.If not, then they really should be punished for calling you one. They probably are trying to insult your maturity...fools.)and always remain yourself, dark and amazing. Never change. Where do you belong?(ANIME IMAGES) brought to you by Quizilla You are the mystery woman Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You? brought to you by Quizilla 1| Dare to Dream

That new car stench [23 Feb 2004|06:35pm] so it looks like we're getting a grand am. It's silver. I'm sure the name Munkustrap will go over well. That's Drew's favorite cat. The problem is, that name seems to be cursed with me. I've had 3 cats named Munkustrap. One turned out to be a girl, one died, and one was adopted from me. SO maybe the car will go away if I name it Munkustrap. THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH VICTORIA!!! 2| Dare to Dream

More quizzes [23 Feb 2004|04:01pm] This one cheered me up LOOK WHO I AM! I knew it all along ^_^ Mistoffelees! Which Jellicle Kitten are you? brought to you by Quizilla wait...this didn't -_- Grizabella! Which Jellicle Queen are you? brought to you by Quizilla WAIT...happy again Which Jellicle Tom Are You? brought to you by Quizilla I give up. I've done this like 10 times now You are Etcetera. You are one of the older kittens. You seem like an endless bundle of enthusiasm, but you seem at times to have some secret issues... !*:.:*:. Which Jellicle cat are you? .:*:.:*! brought to you by Quizilla I don't think I'm very Etcetera like. )_) he did it...there's a new car out there ACK Dare to Dream

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